PTSD and THANK GOD. What success stands for?
I notice that I have debilitated by PTSD for a long time. And it gets triggered when I am around abusive people. My mind would start to race uncontrollbly. The good news is I do not have ptsd all the time. I have had to work on calming it down or I would have gone absolutely crazy. I noticed a man in the laundormat today that I am using on oct 9th 2023 around 7:30am with his bike looking at the dryer the entire time and guarding it as if he feels the need to protect his clothes or from anyone else using the machine. I have had that level of insecurity and fear for a long time. I thank God I actually walk away from the machines and read a book. I am grateful for basic functions. I was fortunate enough to be able to do basic functions. Perhaps not a 100%. But at least a higher percentage than not. My brother in Israel was tortured for over 10 years and is unable to function like me. I am very sadden by it. I love him. I care about him. I am deeply sadden by it...